Another Special Day Without Our Precious Faytaun / Virginia Faytaun's Nana (nana)
Here's another special day without our precious Faytaun. Faytaun loved Valentines day. He enjoyed picking out his cards to give. Whether it be his friends or family, they were all very special to him. I try to hold my tears back, but there's sometimes thats hard to do.I've got every Valentines card that Faytaun has given to me. I have my pictures that he drew for me. There's nothing more precious than a gift from a child. When Chanda was growing up there was and still are a very special bond between us. We could always talk to each other. No matter what the problem we worked through it together. Chanda has that same bond with Faytaun, Jayden and Isaiah. From the smallest rock, stick, or what they think is flowers, are the most special gifts you can receive from your child or grandchild. They're hearts are pure, they see people like Jesus does. They don't see anyone any different, to them we are all the same. I know when Chanda was little we would meeet people in the stores, and she would smile and say Hi. When they didn't smile or say Hi, she couldn't understand what she had done wrong. I told her she didn't do anything wrong. That there are just some people, with so much going on that they don't take the time to smile and say Hello. She continued saying hi and smiling, she didn't give up on people. When people started to smile and say Hi, she told me mama Jesus heard my prayer. She is bring her sons up the same way, with all the love their hearts can hold.Faytaun, from the very begining was very special, People were attracted to him, every where he went pople came up to him, and he would talk to them about everything. Jayden and Isaiah are the same way. Jayden wasn't very old and Chanda was in the check-out line and a little ole man came up to her and asked her if Jayden had on a wig. All of the boys had so much hair when they were born and they never lost any of it. He asked her to wait he just had to get his wife, so she could see Jayden. Well Faytaun told the little ole man, he said sir it's not a wig it's his real hair. This made the little ole man smile, and he told Faytaun he said you know what your right. Faytaun loved everyone he didn't see anyone any different. Valentines Day isn't just a special day about Love, it was Valentines Day all the time for Faytaun. That child has so much love in his heart. Jayden and Isaiah love their brother very much. Jayden might have just been 15 months old, but he can tell you things that only Faytaun knew. Jayden breaks down crying for Faytaun, and he will ask his mama, do you think Jesus would let Fay, come and play with me for awhile? Chanda has to comfort Jayden while her own heart is breaking into. God Blessed her with three precious boys, they are Chandas life. Even the days when she can't get anything done, she will do it later. You can't go back and make the memories of your babies, you make those memories every second. Fay, we only got to have you for 6 short years, but the love you gave to us, grows stronger in our hearts, and the memories will live on. So totterbug send some of your Special love, Hugs and Kisses to your mama, daddy, and Jayden and Isaiah. If you've got some extra send them my way. Fay, you are truly an Angel!!! I'm so thankful for the time and memories we have of you. Nana loves you with all of my heart!! So send your love to all of your family, and Vince is here with us, send him your love too. He's a very Special Friend, he was there for your mama, when there wasn't many pepole lighting candles, and i couldn't i was in the hosptial. So tell Jesus to watch over him and all of your family and friends. The day is almost gone. I'm so thankful for the prayers from you Faytaun. The weather was real bad last night. There was a tornado that went over your house, and my home. All we could do was pray. There were a lot of peole who lost their lives and homes. I have all of these people in my prayers. I close my eyes and i see my Special Angel, looking at me with that great big grin and all the love and hugs that you gave so easily. I know that the time will come when we shall meet in Haven with you. Faytaun, i love you so much! All the love hugs and kisses to my sweet Faytaun. Nana loves you! You may not be here in body, but your memories and your love is.!!! love you, NanaFebuary 11th wednesday 2009
Totterbug I try so hard to make it each day!!! / Virginia Faytaun's Nana (nana)
Dear Faytaun, i try so hard to make it through each day. There's sadness in my heart and it's been there ever since the day you went away. The hurt in my heart it's something a doctor can't fix. In my mind i picture how you would look now, and what would you be doing. The memmories i have of you are so precious, i just wish you were here. I wish i could hold you in my arms and never let you go. I know your almost 10 years old, but i know you would always let me hold you and give you all of my love and all of the Great Big Hugs!! I try to understand why you had to go away, it's just some days i cry all day. When you lose someone as special as you, and only being 6 years, it's so hard to try to understand. Both of your brothers are very precious, just like you. Jayden really does a lot of things that you did. I know if you were here you'd be loving Isaiah just like you do Jayden. You are not left out of anything. We're always talking about you and the things you loved so much. I guess you put a life time in at 6 years.I catch myself calling Jayden, Faytaun. You should still be with us. I know where your at is wonderful, being there with Jesus. I just guess that I' selfish, but i sure would love to hold you once more, to feel your arms around my kneck. Giving all of you love to your family. Your mamas heart breaks everyday. There's no clouser to you being gone, and there never will be. Time will keep passing, but the love, caring, joy and happiness, you brought to your family and your friends will live on forever. I love you so much totterbug. Love from my Heart to you! nana January 27th 1:05 tuesday 2009
Blessings For You All / Denise Kneale (connected by angels )
Dear Faytaun, Have a wonderful time with all our Angels darling, lighting up our skies with your celebrations and sending down your love, peace and strength to your dear family, who miss you so.
Don't let a day go / Virginia Faytaun's Nana (nana)
Faytaun, Christmas without you is so hard. You loved Christmas, not just for gifts but because it was the birth of Jesus. God sent us a special little angel when he sent you. I cherish every moment and every memory. My heart will always be heavy because i missed getting to see you, before God called you home. You had come home from the dentist and you wanted to see me. I didn't have a way to come see you. I talked to you on the phone but it wasn't the same. When your mama called and said to get to the hosptial quick, that you were hurt, i never expectded to see you so sick. When they sent you to Childerns Hosptial we were expecting you to get better. We never lost hope!! When i did get to see you, you couldn't talk, but i know you heard the words i said to you. Tears fell from your eyes. The doctors didn't think you heard us, but i know you did. I just wished i could have seen you. I just want others to never plan on there being a tomorrow to see your loved ones, because we don't know what plans God has for us. There isn't a moment that youre not loved or thought of. My prayers for everyone make the time to tell your loved ones you love them. Don't think there will be time. Fay, i watched you come into this world and you brought so much love to everyone. You loved life. I know God has a special job for you. I know you are a angel and your watching over your mama and daddy, Jayden and Isaiah. Your brothers both love and miss you so much!!!!!!! I know you've watched over me. There was times the doctors thought i was going to make it. You was there for me. My precious totterbug i carry your love in my heart. Nana loves you very much. Saturday December 13th 12:08 a.m, 2008
From Our Family to Yours / Family Of William Myers
My Memories of My Precious Faytaun / Virginia Faytaun's Nana Totterbug, i miss you so much. Sunday night your mama and daddy and Jayden and Isaiah came out and Aunt Crystal and Uncle Freddie and Kayla, Kyle and Dylan and Shemariayah were all here and the pain in heart was heavy. You should have been here too. I know it will never be any easier, without you. You brought so much to your family and still do. You are included included in every thing. I sit here tonight thinking of when i first found out you were on you way. When your mama found out you were coing into our lives, she started getting things ready for you. We were all so happy. I can't count how many times your mama changed up your room. She kept going back to Wal-Mart exchanging your bedding and the boder and your carseat. They got to know her very well. We had some scarys before you got here. Your mama and i had a car wreck when she was 7 months along with you. A man turned in front of us. We both went to tje hosptial. We were so worried about you and your mama. Everything came out ok on that, and then your mama's blood pressure came up and she had to stay in bed with that. The night your mama went into labor with you, i told her we can't go to the hosptial untill i took a bath and washed my hair. We laughed about that later. You came into this world and i'd never seen anyting any more precious than you. Your poppy was really protective over you. When we brought you home, you sneezed and it scared you poppy so bad. When we would eat you were at the table between your mama and poppy. He would make weird sounds at you and it wasn't long before you started making them back at him. You are so very lovec and missed. Do you remmber the day poppy took you fishing? Well you caught a baby cat fish and it scared you so bad you threw down your fishing pole. When poppy went to get the fish off the fish thorned him and he had to wash his hands off in the pond. When he bent down to wash his hands his feet flew out from under him and he fell in the pond. Poppy said he never touched bottom. Your poppy asked you what would you would have done if he hadn't got out and you told him you would have went to the truck and honked the horn on the truck or run to the house.You were only 3.We were so proud of you. Poppy sure looked funny with all of the mud on him. The night i damaged the truck i was afraid to go home, i was afraid of how mad you poppy was goin g to be. You stayed with me when your mama and daddy took the truch homr. I was crying and Totterbug you said, nana don't cry it's just a truck! you gave me comfort and i miss all of the love , happiness and joy you brought to all of us. I was there to see you come into this and i was there when you slipped away from us. I got to see you and be with you, and i know you heard me when i told you i loved you. There were tears that fell from your eyes. It was so hard to say goodbye, but we didn't say goodbye your still with us and very much loved and missed. I have so many good memories from you, i thank our Heavenly Father for the love and joy you brought to us. Faytaun i love and miss you so much. The tears are falling down my face and i know if you were here you would say nana it's ok don't cry. The tears are happy tears for the memories i have with you and they are sad because i can't hold you in my arms now. I knpow your in Haven and i hope to see and join you there when my job is finished here. I love you totterbug. I will close for now. Send me your love on angles wings. Love you nana. Monday 27th October 2008
My Heart Aches / Virginia Faytaun's Nana Totterbug, today was so hard, when your mama and daddy and Jayden and Isaiah came out, i could just see you right there with them. Jayden watches over Isaiah just like you did him. We miss you so much. I still hear your voice and i turn around to see you, but ypur not there. I try to stay happy but it's hard too do. I miss every special moment we shared I just wish i could have had more. Your never ever ready to let go of someone as special as you are. You always made things better for every one. I play alot of games with Jayden like i did with you. I miss our special times together. We played with your hot wheels and your bulding blocks. I treasure evey memorie with you. I know we have to go on, but sometimes it's just so hard. I know your still touching lives today, you have a new friend Vince that lights a candle for you, and he has had prayer for me. I apperciate all of your new friends have kept me in their prayers. I wish i could hold you in my arms, i know i will again some day. Untill that day i hold all of your love in my heart and keep you close to me. I know your safe in the arms of Jesus and i know your Uncle Rodney is with you. Will you give him my love and tell him i miss him and will see him again? I love you so much. Send your love on angles wings. Nana has to go now, love you and will see you in my dreams. Love nana October 18th Saturday 10:28
As Summer Fades Away / Virginia (Faytaun's nana ) Totterbug, fall is here and the leaves are begining to change. It's another change in our lives. It's still so hard to beleive your gone from us.You will never know how much you changed everyone's life. You brought a joy to your mother that i never thought id see. The days go bye, but not without a thought of you every moment. God sure knew what he was doing when he brought you into our lives. The love and joy in your sweet face and smile, was enough to melt a heart of stone. The one thing that gives me some peace is to know that we will be reunited again some day. The holidays are really hard. Your mama loved every holiday with you, but Christmas was her favorite. You loved it so much. It didn't matter what you got you was just happy being with everyone and having a good time. The day we brought you home from the hosptial it was raining real hard. The weather was nasty and bad, but when we got you home, the whole room lite up. I don't think i'd ever seen your poppy so happy. He watched over you like a hawk. Your poppy loves and misses you very much too. He has your big pictire up in the living room, and the hot wheel he gave you for Christmas last year.Time will never heal our loss of you. It hurt me so bad to have missed your 9th birthday. I hope you like the praying Angel i got for you that's in your garden. I know you are safe for you stayed with me and carreyed me through some real bad times. The doctors were doing all they could, but that wasn't enough to bring me through. I know it was you and all of the Angels that carried me when i couldn't fight for myself. So i know that when my time does come i will see my precious trotterbug again. Fay, i'm having some problems with my knee, i just hoping it's nothing really bad. I don't want to lose my leg, so please watch over me sweet heart. Even though it's a change in the weather, my heart is full of warmth and love for you and Jayden and Isiaih, Kayla, Kyle Dylan and Shermariah, i love all of my babies. Goodnight my preciuos Faytaun, and know that your nana loves you very much. Love nanna October 9th thursday, 2008 10:45
Love and prayers / Carole Mom To Angel Heather Bates (connected by angels )
In Loving Memory of Faytaun / Carol Pizzi (Angel Debbie's Mom )
Bless you / Family Of William Myers
God Bless you & your Family Faytaun
Happy Mothers ay / Tamara (friend) Chanda,I hope you have a wonderful mothers day.I know it will never be the same without our boys.But just know someday we will be with them for the rest of our lives.Faytaun im sorry I dont light candles very often but a day doesnt go by that you and your precious family arent in my thoughts.You all hold a special place in my heart and always will.Your mommy has become my best friend as I bet you and Hunter are best friends too.Sending my love to you all.
Happy Birthday Faytaun! / Margaret Daughter Of ^i^ Nellie Buonpane
Happy Mother's Day With Love! / Melissa Eiler (~Angel Friend~ )
Happy Birthday / Family Of William Myers
Happy Birthday Faytaun
Happy Easter. / Carole Mom To Angel Heather Bates (connected by angels )
Happy Easter / Family Of Wm. Scott Myers
Happy St. Patrick's Day / Family Of Wm. Scott Myers
Tributes and Condolences
Here's another special day without our precious Faytaun. Faytaun loved Valentines day. He enjoyed picking out his cards to give. Whether it be his friends or family, they were all very special to him. I try to hold my tears back, but there's sometimes thats hard to do.I've got every Valentines card that Faytaun has given to me. I have my pictures that he drew for me. There's nothing more precious than a gift from a child. When Chanda was growing up there was and still are a very special bond between us. We could always talk to each other. No matter what the problem we worked through it together. Chanda has that same bond with Faytaun, Jayden and Isaiah. From the smallest rock, stick, or what they think is flowers, are the most special gifts you can receive from your child or grandchild. They're hearts are pure, they see people like Jesus does. They don't see anyone any different, to them we are all the same. I know when Chanda was little we would meeet people in the stores, and she would smile and say Hi. When they didn't smile or say Hi, she couldn't understand what she had done wrong. I told her she didn't do anything wrong. That there are just some people, with so much going on that they don't take the time to smile and say Hello. She continued saying hi and smiling, she didn't give up on people. When people started to smile and say Hi, she told me mama Jesus heard my prayer. She is bring her sons up the same way, with all the love their hearts can hold.Faytaun, from the very begining was very special, People were attracted to him, every where he went pople came up to him, and he would talk to them about everything. Jayden and Isaiah are the same way. Jayden wasn't very old and Chanda was in the check-out line and a little ole man came up to her and asked her if Jayden had on a wig. All of the boys had so much hair when they were born and they never lost any of it. He asked her to wait he just had to get his wife, so she could see Jayden. Well Faytaun told the little ole man, he said sir it's not a wig it's his real hair. This made the little ole man smile, and he told Faytaun he said you know what your right. Faytaun loved everyone he didn't see anyone any different. Valentines Day isn't just a special day about Love, it was Valentines Day all the time for Faytaun. That child has so much love in his heart. Jayden and Isaiah love their brother very much. Jayden might have just been 15 months old, but he can tell you things that only Faytaun knew. Jayden breaks down crying for Faytaun, and he will ask his mama, do you think Jesus would let Fay, come and play with me for awhile? Chanda has to comfort Jayden while her own heart is breaking into. God Blessed her with three precious boys, they are Chandas life. Even the days when she can't get anything done, she will do it later. You can't go back and make the memories of your babies, you make those memories every second. Fay, we only got to have you for 6 short years, but the love you gave to us, grows stronger in our hearts, and the memories will live on. So totterbug send some of your Special love, Hugs and Kisses to your mama, daddy, and Jayden and Isaiah. If you've got some extra send them my way. Fay, you are truly an Angel!!! I'm so thankful for the time and memories we have of you. Nana loves you with all of my heart!! So send your love to all of your family, and Vince is here with us, send him your love too. He's a very Special Friend, he was there for your mama, when there wasn't many pepole lighting candles, and i couldn't i was in the hosptial. So tell Jesus to watch over him and all of your family and friends. The day is almost gone. I'
m so thankful for the prayers from you Faytaun. The weather was real bad last night. There was a tornado that went over your house, and my home. All we could do was pray. There were a lot of peole who lost their lives and homes. I have all of these people in my prayers. I close my eyes and i see my Special Angel, looking at me with that great big grin and all the love and hugs that you gave so easily. I know that the time will come when we shall meet in Haven with you. Faytaun, i love you so much! All the love hugs and kisses to my sweet Faytaun. Nana loves you! You may not be here in body, but your memories and your love is.!!! love you, Nana
Chanda,I hope you have a wonderful mothers day.I know it will never be the same without our boys.But just know someday we will be with them for the rest of our lives.Faytaun im sorry I dont light candles very often but a day doesnt go by that you and your precious family arent in my thoughts.You all hold a special place in my heart and always will.Your mommy has become my best friend as I bet you and Hunter are best friends too.Sending my love to you all.
Add to favorites 
